..and one more throwback to last summer because I kind of miss my melted popsicle hair. Maybe it’s time to give it another shot.
Tbt to this picture I unpacked the other day of him when he was going through his sceney boy/hipster phase circa 2011.
I’ll give him this, it’s definitely a change from all his other school pictures where he has had the same fake smile every single year.. but honestly I can’t tell you when he’s ever made this one other than when he’s making fun of other people taking photos.
My heart has felt so heavy today. I miss that face and waking up to your smile. I miss breakfast in bed. I miss you rolling your eyes and laughing at me when it took you forever to get out the door because I always wanted one more kiss that turned into twenty. I miss you waking me up all through the night with your restlessness. I miss you giving me shit for opening my own car door. I miss making you sandwiches and baking your pizza exactly the way you liked it. I miss seeing you pick up your guitar and hearing you play. I miss arguing about music because even if I agreed, you were the best to argue with.I miss the passion you had for the things you cared about and how far you’d go to make someone’s day better. I miss hearing your voice and feeling your heart beat. I could go on forever but most of all, I miss you making this world a brighter place just by being alive and breathing somewhere in it. :(